This book...

I have been reading this book for the last 30 minutes or so...

It is truly amazing how much a book can speak to you. Or rather, how God can use a book to speak to you. I was overcome while reading this by a huge, deep longing for the Holy Spirit to be present in my life. A longing so intense, that it is almost maddening. It was put into proportion just how MASSIVE (an understatement) God is and just how minuscule (an overstatement) I am. And now here I am with a deep deep desire to see God, or the Holy Ghost, or an angel or SOMETHING, and feeling trapped inside myself because I know that I can do all things through  God who strengthens me, but I am unable to do anything without the Holy Ghost living inside of me. So all I can do for the moment is pray, and have faith that God will deliver me.